Jessica’s blog

Pokadotkneehighboots . A.K.A. Me being rebelious with my work attire.  Not exactly "professional" though mucho fun.  Looking professional can be so drab on some days...and this skirt makes me smile. =)  

"HaPpY hApPy TuRkEyDaY eVeRyOnE"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Have a fabulous time with friends and family;eat tons of great, deliciously "bloating" worthy grub!!

DIG'N the Lounge Area

Yellow Lounge

I'm so in love with color...and this lounge had plenty of bright yellow everywhere.  Jeremy and I visited this lounge quite a bit while on our cruise....Picking out our favorite yellow lounge seat, melting into it with our feet up, leaning against the massive windows, looking out on the endless dark sea, sip'n on Jack.  Feeling the calming sway of our big ship coasting along the water to Mexico...people watching..lots of "interesting" people. We would just chat and laugh at each other and at other peoples expenses without a care in the world.   Ate alot...that's what everyone says you end up doing on a cruise...and the funny part is that the food isn't even that fantastic, but it's free and that's always a good thing. Gluttony sets in and I find myself sinning over and over-and over again...I love food and there was alot of everything!  Some dishes were better than others and the dishes that weren't so good you don't dare eat and waste room in your belly for something fabulous you could have had. Drank alot too...no worries about having to be responsible because there was no work the next morning because why?? I'M ON FUCKING  VACATION SO I'D BE DAMNED IF I DIDN'T POUR ME ANOTHER!!! =)ahhhhhhhhhhhhh..."BAM"!  I'm forced back into reality finding myself sitting at work on a Sunday glued to this damn keyboard tapping away...reminiscing...escaping.  Aaahhh..to go back.

p.s. oh-I forgot to mention that we will be going back...we won another trip!  February seems so far away.

YELLOW-MELLOW-SHMELLOW

I just thought this yellow lounge booth was bitchin'! Had to take a pic to show you all.  It was a photograph I took on my cruise to Mexico!!

The color was just aching to jump out and wrap it's yellowness around me...so instead i sat down and just melted into it...

The AFTER !!!!!!!!!! What do you think?!!  I was so nervous to do this...but it was time. Time for me to explore and play with the other side of Jessica. ;p It's been fun.  I feel a certain sassyness seaping out.  I love being dark.

So I've been neglecting my vox lately....to be completely truthful...i haven't been in the mood to write...not in the mood to think about "anything" really.  We were on a cruise to Mexico only to come back to one of our dogs very sick.  We didn't know the reasoning of the rapid decline in her health.  She was very healthy, considering her age and we felt she would live for a couple more years. Well......Zoe died on Tuesday.  It's just feels so empty at home right now.  Everywhere we would look we see Zoe in our memories.  She had her specials "spots" where she'd lay.  She wasn't there any longer though her scent still lingered in the air, tormenting us.  Jeremy had just bathed her the night before and gave her a nice grooming with a few trimmings here and there..she looked beautiful and smelled so good.  Jeremy and I were taking a shower the other night and saw a pair of little scissors he uses to trim her beautiful, long, golden, auburn mane and what was there but a few "Zoe hairs"-still on the scissors...it was incredibly sad and a few tears came streaming down our faces.  The few random hairs, the scent of her, the places she would only lay, our other dog Bailey looking all over the house in search of her friend only to lay in her corner depressed when she wasn't found.  If you couldn't tell I'm absolutely in love with my animals-we have three...well we did...still not used to that.   Zoe has been with Jeremy since he was 15 yrs old so she was more a family member than just a dog, so it's extremely hard on him and his family.  Not only that but Jeremy's father, Larry passed away about 6 years ago.  Zoe held a special part of Larry when she was around.  He was Zoe's favorite and once he died Zoe grew even more attatched to Jeremy after her being depressed for a year.  So saying goodbye to Zoe was almost like saying goodbye to a part of Larry in a small way all over again. If this even makes any sense..it's hard to put into words.  I've grown very attatched to her in the past years.  She was definitely different-not "just" a dog.  I'm at work right now.........I need to post photograph of her so you can all see her.........God I miss her so much it hurts.

So I'm rushing this morning to get ready for work, trying very hard not to be late.  Right!  I was-regardless.  Anyways, I'm in the bathroom trying to pretty much-work my magic to make my hair look decent-that's all I ask.  Looking good today would be a pointless battle since I went out drinking last night.  In other words, I look like death.  My phone beeps with a friendly text!  LOVE them-they're like little wonderful gifts.  Anyways, a text from sis saying, "So there's this new coffee shop in town where the girls wear fucking bikini's"!  I'm like, "You've got to be f-ing kidding me right now"!  What the hell!  So do men work with these half naked, typical girlies and if so, what do they wear!?? I doubt they will be wearing speedo's.  What next.  Naked Coffee???! 

What?!!

I don't know why, but I like this pic I took of myself.  Just a self absorbed moment..I'm sorry. =(  Oh and another thing that I'm sure no one will care to even know but I'm really, super tempted to chop my locks..I have a hair appt in a couple weeks before my Mexico trip and I wonder if I will have grown the massive balls it will take to cut it off!!!??? We're talkin' big ol' juicy cahones! Ha!

-me